Appetizer
Who was the last person you hugged?
My last intentional hug - that is go and do it was for a fellow classmate who preached for the first time to the class. She was really nervous and did very well - you couldn't even tell she was nervous - she seemed very much in control. I'm not a hugger normally but this seemed appropriate - that's a very "Vicki" comment isn't it? Analysing when a hug is appropriate!
Soup
Share a beauty or grooming trick or tip with us.
If you put lip gloss over your lipstick apply it only in the "pouty" section of your lips - it makes them fuller.
Salad
What does the color yellow make you think of?
Sunshine and pee. I don't know why. Daffodils too I suppose but that makes me think of cancer. I guess yellow just isn't my thing.
Main Course
If you were to make your living as a photographer, what subject would your pictures revolve around?
Now this is interesting because I was just talking about this tonight with someone. I don't like posed photos but I do like ones that catch people in their natural environment. I love ballet - a very girly thing I know but I love black and white photos of dancers en pointe. I also have always loved country churches - there are lots of them in Nova Scotia and I always wanted to learn how to paint them.
Dessert
What was the longest book you ever read?
I think Vanity Fair is pretty long. A lot of Dickens is long too. Some books have sadly been short but just seemed to take forever!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Its ALL About Prayer
Like thousands of people before me I have determined that life is all about prayer. Not a great revelation I suppose - its pretty evident from all of the prophets and Christ himself that prayer is ministry. We had a sermon today that I really appreciated because it talked a bit about obedience which has been my "goal" for some time. I am trying to learn to be satisfied with trying to be obedient to God. This has taken so much pressure off of me. I figured once I knew whether I had the ability to preach that I could then figure out my next steps. But its not that easy and now I am content just figuring out what God wants of me next. Its very exciting because I get glimpses of very exciting possibilities but then they disappear. I think this is done on purpose - God always gives me just enough to push me further - making it look easy and then once I'm committed he changes what seemed to be so clear to another unknown.
If I had not been at Calvary and given so much support I never would have gone into the InMinistry Program. I had already left one church in order to attend a traditional program. But once everything at Calvary seemed set in stone I knew it wasn't the right time and I had to move on. Its exciting in a way but requires a lot of prayer to keep from getting ahead of God's prompting.
But disappointingly I have come to the realisation that prayer is missing in some churches. It is an added thing, not an essential thing. I admit that I can't say I put a lot of time into prayer these past years - I have been learning through Seminary that it is the only thing I can rely on. I becoming much more serious about it. And my church has been promoting it for a few years now - that's funny isn't it - I mean that we have to make it a priority instead of just assuming that we are all doing it.
From my limited experience I have to say this is common. I say this because I was invited to sit on the World Day of Prayer planning group and with the very limited dealings I have had, prayer does not seem to be part of the planning. We had a meeting to plan the event and we will have a dry run through of the service and that's all. I thought we would meet as a group and pray and be given some "homework" to pray about as well.
I have to think about why this is. Why as Christians are some of us so removed from this means of communicating with God? I know that I had thought of it as an added feature instead of a fundamental - maybe everyone goes through that - maybe we need proof that it works before we become dedicated to it. I'm not sure. And I'm not sure how to find out - asking people about prayer is awkward - who is going to admit they don't pray enough?
I'm becoming interested in this area of ministry but unsure of where to go with it. I have a feeling that this may become a focus over the next year!
If I had not been at Calvary and given so much support I never would have gone into the InMinistry Program. I had already left one church in order to attend a traditional program. But once everything at Calvary seemed set in stone I knew it wasn't the right time and I had to move on. Its exciting in a way but requires a lot of prayer to keep from getting ahead of God's prompting.
But disappointingly I have come to the realisation that prayer is missing in some churches. It is an added thing, not an essential thing. I admit that I can't say I put a lot of time into prayer these past years - I have been learning through Seminary that it is the only thing I can rely on. I becoming much more serious about it. And my church has been promoting it for a few years now - that's funny isn't it - I mean that we have to make it a priority instead of just assuming that we are all doing it.
From my limited experience I have to say this is common. I say this because I was invited to sit on the World Day of Prayer planning group and with the very limited dealings I have had, prayer does not seem to be part of the planning. We had a meeting to plan the event and we will have a dry run through of the service and that's all. I thought we would meet as a group and pray and be given some "homework" to pray about as well.
I have to think about why this is. Why as Christians are some of us so removed from this means of communicating with God? I know that I had thought of it as an added feature instead of a fundamental - maybe everyone goes through that - maybe we need proof that it works before we become dedicated to it. I'm not sure. And I'm not sure how to find out - asking people about prayer is awkward - who is going to admit they don't pray enough?
I'm becoming interested in this area of ministry but unsure of where to go with it. I have a feeling that this may become a focus over the next year!
My Ministry is Like Solitaire
I have been playing a lot of Spider solitaire lately. Its much like regular solitaire but more fun. As I move the piles of cards around I get a rush - and when it looks like I've lost the game and see a move I can make I get another rush. As distracted as I am this is something that can keep me busy and is very satisifying - if I lose I simply replay the same game to see if I can win it doing something slightly different or play a whole new game.
I've noticed the same feeling about my ministry. While I wait for my church to determine if I can do some work with them as my sponsor I have all of these possibilities. There is the church itself, some contact names I have in the community and another church nearby that if mine falls through might hold a possibility. Meanwhile I am working with the CRC with Race Relations - maybe something will come of that. Finally, there is a person I can contact if I am interested in talking with Classis about going into ministry. So there are options, but like Spider the shifting from possibility to possibility begins a whole new challenge. I hate not knowing! I hope to remain in the Reformed tradition but at this rate who knows? Its frustrating not getting much feedback from my proposal - well no feedback so far - I'm not even sure if it got onto the Council's agenda at this point. So patience is required.
In the meantime I have paper to finish tomorrow. And the first two weeks of March I'm off - but I have a sermon to prepare and a paper to do on a passage in Ephesians that will require a lot of work. Sadly, the work for the paper is the same work I have to do for the sermon - but a different topic.
So I have a lot of stuff I'm doing but no real direction for the summer ahead. I hate investing time in my church if I am going to have to move on.
Ultimately it is all in God's hands and he will use me somewhere!
I've noticed the same feeling about my ministry. While I wait for my church to determine if I can do some work with them as my sponsor I have all of these possibilities. There is the church itself, some contact names I have in the community and another church nearby that if mine falls through might hold a possibility. Meanwhile I am working with the CRC with Race Relations - maybe something will come of that. Finally, there is a person I can contact if I am interested in talking with Classis about going into ministry. So there are options, but like Spider the shifting from possibility to possibility begins a whole new challenge. I hate not knowing! I hope to remain in the Reformed tradition but at this rate who knows? Its frustrating not getting much feedback from my proposal - well no feedback so far - I'm not even sure if it got onto the Council's agenda at this point. So patience is required.
In the meantime I have paper to finish tomorrow. And the first two weeks of March I'm off - but I have a sermon to prepare and a paper to do on a passage in Ephesians that will require a lot of work. Sadly, the work for the paper is the same work I have to do for the sermon - but a different topic.
So I have a lot of stuff I'm doing but no real direction for the summer ahead. I hate investing time in my church if I am going to have to move on.
Ultimately it is all in God's hands and he will use me somewhere!
Hospital Signs
There was a sign that my friend saw in a hospital that she thought was really funny.
Communications Department
Quiet!
As ironic as it was it did make sense - when you open up the door to go into Communications there was no lobby - it opened up right behind the switchboard operators - so if you went in laughing at a joke and they were in the process of calling a Code Blue (patient not breathing) your laughter would get picked up over the mike. Not very professional.
But Ian saw a sign a few weeks ago that really has me puzzled. Upon registering at the CT Department, he was told to go down the hall and take a seat on the blue chairs. He went down the hall saw some chairs but none of them were blue - then he noticed the sign "These are the blue chairs". This seems incredibly stupid. I can only assume the blue chairs were out being cleaned. But why not just change the instructions? I pity the poor psych patients - they already have enough problems without looking for the elusive blue chairs. Not to mention those who can't read English or just don't notice the sign.
Communications Department
Quiet!
As ironic as it was it did make sense - when you open up the door to go into Communications there was no lobby - it opened up right behind the switchboard operators - so if you went in laughing at a joke and they were in the process of calling a Code Blue (patient not breathing) your laughter would get picked up over the mike. Not very professional.
But Ian saw a sign a few weeks ago that really has me puzzled. Upon registering at the CT Department, he was told to go down the hall and take a seat on the blue chairs. He went down the hall saw some chairs but none of them were blue - then he noticed the sign "These are the blue chairs". This seems incredibly stupid. I can only assume the blue chairs were out being cleaned. But why not just change the instructions? I pity the poor psych patients - they already have enough problems without looking for the elusive blue chairs. Not to mention those who can't read English or just don't notice the sign.
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