Oops!

All this time I had thought that An Intern Exploring Ministry was blocked to general viewing - at one time it was by permission only. But apparently I screwed up somewhere and its out in the public.

That's the danger of blogging - you can really get yourself in hot water saying what you think is limited to a few and finding that its not just a few reading it. I'm struggling now with what to do with it - in reality few read this stuff anyway. But I have names and places that I would never name - so either I completely delete it or spend all night editing it.

Truthfully, I keep a blog because it forces me to be accountable in a way to a group of people. Just my friends really - but it is important for me to really question my own feelings before I post something. Is what I am thinking selfish, mean spirited, hurtful? And if I wouldn't want my friends knowing then I need to do something about it. Of course its easy to cheat - and huge gaps in my blog are usually because I can say so little. But I'm about to go into hibernation and blogging will be where I can work out some stuff. More on this in my next post.